#it’s been a long process but I finally got my root canal done today

[wher3ver]

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[swanderful1]

Duplicity: Ch 12/?

Summary:  Secrets shroud the homes of the idyllic Willow Lane. Its newest resident, Emma Swan is no exception. In a place where perception is everything, the facade begins to crack. And Emma finds herself staring down the deep, dark secrets that the neighborhood was built on and that nothing is as it seems. Not even the blue eyed gardener.

Notes: If anyone's still out there, here is chapter 12!!! Thanks so much for all of the support and understanding. Writing a second story while also going through some pretty massive changes in my life has been so hard. And it often knocks out my creative energy all together. But I was able to write this (over several months unfortunately) and hope to continue to do so.

Shout out as always to my angels: my beta @resident_of_storybrooke, @shady-swan-jones for the artwork and @onceuponaprincessworld who always checks in and supports my long and excessive writing process.

Read the whole GD thing on AO3 and FFnet. 

Killian could hardly believe his eyes as he stared at the name on the paper. He closed them tightly and reopened again. Bent the paper into the light from the window. Put it down and walked away only to refocus seconds later but the print stayed the same. The amount stayed the same. And from those two very convenient elements he could assume only one thing.

Cora Mills was his mother’s step-sister. Which made her his step-aunt. Which was so insane to him he sat down on the corner of the bed to process it. The paper still in his hand as he stared straight ahead at the mess on the desk.

Had Liam known? Of course he had to have known, the marriage license and the check left conveniently close to one another. Killian ran his hand through his hair, clutching tightly to his scalp as if that would keep him from experiencing the throbbing headache that had appeared out of nowhere.

When his father died, years ago, the shotgun to the back of his head, a part of Killian was gone with him. And then shortly after, his mother being locked away for being the one responsible for his father’s death, another part of Killian left. Liam’s passing was yet another piece of him that disappeared. He had resigned himself to believe there was no family ties for him left in this town. Now to come to the realization that of all people, he could possibly be related to the very woman he suspected was tied to the Gold family.

“Bloody hell,” he mumbled to no one but himself. There was no one else to mumble to. The only people who could potentially relate to his in any capacity were gone. One dead. One in prison.

Then he thought of Emma.

Certainly he could tell her, couldn’t he? Though he had sufficiently muddied up that situation as well. She had all but stormed out of the room the night before. So quick he could barely get his thoughts together to tell her why he didn’t want to have her in that room.

How he wanted her so badly but couldn’t fathom doing it in the same spot he had lost himself. It was complicated, and while he wanted to explain that to her he also didn’t want to overwhelm her. After all, they hadn’t known each other all that long and he knew Emma didn’t open her heart to just anyone. If that was where she thought of him.

Killian looked at his phone. There were no new messages, no missed calls. Of course Emma had his number but he knew better than to expect to hear from her. It was only right for him to reach out.

On the third ring she answered. Her smooth voice echoing in his ear. There was a hint of disappointment in her tone.

“What?” was all she said.

“Emma,” Killian didn’t know where to begin. There was so much. Especially as a huge puzzle piece sat in his hands. But to him the most pressing issue felt like he wanted that note of disappointment in her voice gone. Because right now he was the reason for it. “Can we meet somewhere?”

“Why?”

“There are some things I need to talk to you about and I don’t… I don’t necessarily feel comfortable doing it over the phone.”

“I don’t know.”

“Emma, love, I-” He didn’t want to say too much, to mince words or screw things up even worse. But he also wasn’t comfortable with being complacent.

“Neal’s home right now.” She cut him off. “It’ll be harder for me to sneak out.”

“I understand.” He was almost ready for her to hang up. “But it’s essential that we talk in person. There are things I need to explain. I can wait all day. I can wait until tomorrow. But not much longer than that.”

For a few seconds she was silent, and he worried he was too harsh.

“Can you meet at Irwin Park, just after sunset?”

“Of course,” he could hardly mask his relief. It would be several hours before sunset, and he had a lot of digging to do before he saw Emma and would attempt to figure out how all of this connected.

Just before sunset Killian pulled his truck into the parking lot next to Irwin Park. The last of the families were leaving. Tired children carted away in strollers from the playground. A couple walking toward their car with a small dog on a leash. There was a time in Killian’s life when he and Milah would have been that couple. An unassuming looking pair sharing a quiet evening walking around a pond.

After losing his family, Milah was his family. She was everything to him for so long. But then eventually she was gone too.

Killian lost Milah far before she actually died though. In the final months of their relationship she was unrecognizable. Scatterbrained. Paranoid. A ghost of who she once was. In the back of his mind he knew it was the drugs. He knew the cocaine had a lot to do with it. But he also knew there was something else. There were other forces at work that dragged her away from him. With the folder of information he had gathered in his hand, he felt closer than ever to figuring out exactly how all of this was connected. Or if it was connected at all.

Fifteen minutes later, all of the cars had cleared out. The sky was almost entirely dark. The place was desolate, creepy even as the wind caught a swing and blew it in the breeze. Emma’s headlights whipped around the bend to nearly blind Killian as her Range Rover faced his truck.

“Bloody hell,” he threw his arm up to block out the high beams. As capable as Emma seemed to be at most things, driving was not one of them. “Are you trying to blind me?”

“Sorry,” she mumbled, locking her car and walking toward him. Her long hair tied off in a braid. A loose black sweater wrapped around her. Legs shapely in a pair of jeans. He never knew what to expect from her. The stepford wife in elegant party dresses or this version. The stripped down, laid back youthful Emma.

“I was worried you wouldn’t show.”

“I wouldn’t do that.” She stood before him, a few inches away. Her determined green eyes serious even in the dark of the night he could tell. “Some things are more important than… uh…”

“Last night, I want to apologize for,” Killian wanted to reach out and touch her. The way her soft complexion caught the light of the setting sun as she sat in the passenger seat. He could smell her sweet perfume, he was intoxicated by that alone. “I don’t want you to think that I don’t, that I didn’t want you.”

“We don’t have to get into it.” Her body language shifted, and she was stone faced. Serious, almost sad. “There is too much at stake right now, with everything that’s going on.”

He thought she was done, but her pause was because her eyes had begun to brim with tears. It looked like she was biting her tongue, like if she opened her mouth the dam would burst.

“Emma…” he pulled her to him just as the first tear fell. His arms wrapped around her, and she leaned completely into him. Her hands grasping at the fabric of his shirt. Her cheek on his chest as he felt the breath move her spine. In the time Killian had known her, he had never seen her crack. With the immeasurable amount of stress she was under daily she held it all together. Until this very moment. “Darling, breathe.”

“It’s too much.”

“Aye, of course it is.” His hand drew soothing circles along her back, which seemed to calm her just a bit. “I’ve got you.”

She pushed herself up so she was face to face with him but not out of his arms.

“Do you want to talk about it?” he tried. Wiping the tear from her cheek with the back of his finger. Her eyes gently closed, the long dark lashes fluttered to expel the remainder of her tears. The green orbs were vibrant after she had stopped crying, and Killian felt like he could look into them for hours. This was certainly not what he had in mind when he had called her here.

“Not really.” Slowly she released her grip on his shirt, and allowed some distance between them. But their legs still touched and she was still on the center seat instead of the passenger. It was hard for him not to notice that. “I want to talk about my feelings about as much as I want a root canal.”

There was a quiet that settled over them. A lightness for just a moment as Emma calmed and Killian smiled. For a few seconds, while they were the only two in the park, it felt like they were the only two in the world.

“It’s Neal,” she finally said, looking away from him out the windshield to the pink sky. “He was around today. Which was odd, obviously.”

Killian’s good hand still ran along the sleeve of her sweater, massaging a trail up and down that seemed to calm her as she spoke.

“He brought up getting married again, for real.” Emma started to laugh, but it wasn’t the bright one he had come to recognize. It was darker. “I had almost forgotten about all of that. That his plans include locking me in.”

He brushed a lock of hair off of her face with his prosthetic. The pale blonde color tangling in its digits. They were getting closer to Neal wanting to marry her to legitimize him, and even if Emma wanted to she couldn’t leave. Unless she wanted to look over her shoulder for August her whole life.

“Everyday I get closer to this...” she gestured to the ring on her finger. The ostentatious diamond that symbolized her fake marriage. “Closer to this being real.”

Killian had allowed her to speak without interruption, to get all of her feelings out on the table. She trusted him. And he, her. But this time when she paused, she only looked at him. As if she needed him to say something, someone to tell her everything would be okay.

“I will do everything in my power to make sure that doesn’t happen.” Even if his reasons for doing so weren’t entirely pure. There was a large part of him that wanted her to be free, to not have to worry about getting sucked into a loveless marriage or arrested as an accessory to crimes she did not commit. There was also a small, selfish part of him that wanted her all to himself. “I promise.”

“Don’t make promises you can’t keep.”

“I would never.” He was going to add ‘you can trust me’ but he realized that she already seemed to. Completely. As she had been so vulnerable with him just now. “Emma I’m just as invested in this as you are.”

“I know,” she smiled. “That’s why it works.”

He smiled back at her, content to relish in that for a while. But he had come here for a reason, and given how upset Emma had just been time was, absolutely, of the essence. As if it hadn’t been before.

“There’s something I need to tell you,” Killian finally said when silence had settled over them. “This morning I, uh, I went to Liam’s room for the first time. Since his passing. And I found something.”

This time she allowed him to speak, her eyes wide with concern as he pulled out the folder he had brought along with him.

“It’s a check, from when Liam first started the business years ago. His first check to be precise. And I assumed he had saved it as something of a memento.”

Killian handed Emma the paper. And watched as her eyes ran over it.

“Why in the world was Cora giving your brother $10,000?”

“It’s not just that,” he shifted. Getting ready to open up about another part of him. “The last name on there. Her maiden name, it’s the same as my mother’s.”

“What?!”

“Delaney.” He shifted. Emma knew of his mother, she knew quite a bit about him actually. But he rarely elaborated on that situation. For fear of reopening that wound. “My mother had a step-sister. So my conclusion is that they’re somehow related.”

“Your mom’s never mentioned her?”

“No, my family is a bit… well my mum was estranged from her family. And then when everything happened with my father, that was like the nail in the coffin.”

“Killian…” It was she who reached out for him. Her hand that found his leg. It was such a simple gesture but so comforting to him. It wasn’t often someone knew the whole story.

“I don’t know my grandparents on her side, and certainly not her siblings… obviously not her step siblings.”

“So what does this mean do you think?”

“I don’t know, love, I wish I did.” He laid his hand over hers, almost expecting her to shift away but she didn’t. Instead she leaned closer, her head on his chest, her ear to where his beating heart was. “It’s something I’ll need to address with my mum though.”

“I don’t know much about how families work, but it seems like that’s something she should have told you. Or mentioned.”

“Aye, so it makes me wonder. What all is being covered up, you know?”

“And the $10,000?”

“It doesn’t make sense that Liam would have been given that so early on. Certainly not as a first customer. Unless there was something else tied to that money.”

“Like a secret.”

“Like a deep secret.”

“So what do we do?” she asked, doe eyes and all staring up at him. He indulged again in the luxury of being able to run his fingers through her hair, and examine her bare face. She was stripped down like this, natural. And completely beautiful. “We need to find a weak point. Someone who can give some insight but without realizing they’re doing it.”

“But who?”

“There’s got to be someone Cora doesn’t get along with. Someone who resents her enough to spill on what that lady is up to all day.”

“If there is they’re probably too scared to talk.”

“Someone like her daughter….”

“Regina? Have you met her? She’s like Cora-lite.”

“No. The other one. The one she doesn’t like as much…. Zelena.”

They sat for a while. Until the sun was completely set and the sky was pitch black. The stars were out tonight, and the air was warm. Together Killian and Emma devised a plan. One that would allow access to the pressure point. To Zelena. She was the natural choice. But eventually Emma had to go, she had been missing from her home long enough. And being that Neal was actually home she had to be somewhat around.

“How did you end up sneaking out of the house, if you don’t mind me asking?” Killian wondered aloud.

A wry smile came across Emma’s face, “I dumped all of the milk he uses for his cereal down the drain and said I needed to run out for more.”

“A classic.” He smiled back at her, sometimes the lighter things snuck in between them. And he couldn’t say he didn’t enjoy those moments.

“And about last night…” he started, treading carefully.

“What about last night?” she was serious again. And a wave of guilt crashed over Killian.

“Surely you can’t think I didn’t want to…”

“That was how it seemed to me. We can keep this friendly.”

“Emma,” His hand that was wrapped around her moved to pull her jaw toward him. “Of course I wanted to. I want you.”

Through the dark she stared at him, her eyes searching his face for dishonesty, for a hint of an excuse to counter his declaration.

“But when I have you it won’t be there.” He bent so his lips grazed the shell of her ear. “When I have you it will be somewhere new, fresh. Where you’ll see it and only think of me.”

Her silence was all he needed to hear, the quickening of her breath. She knew it was crazy to think he didn’t want her. She could feel the heat radiating between them now as they sat so close. As his hand ran up the side of her arm to cup her cheek.

Closing the gap between them his lips met hers, passionate. Assertive. It was the kind of kiss that left no room for the imagination. Whatever he was feeling for her, all of the desire he felt he poured into it.

“Now tell me, Emma, do you truly want to keep this ‘friendly’?”

Unblinking, she gulped. “No.”

“I didn’t think so.”

Emma sat stunned for a few seconds before righting herself and preparing to leave the truck.

“I’ll um, I’ll see you Saturday then,” she said, a flush of pink on her cheeks.

“I look forward to it, love.”

And with that she was gone. Leaving in her path the scent of her sweet aroma. Killian let out a deep breath, it had taken every ounce of restraint to not drive to the nearest hotel and whisk her away into the night. But he knew that he couldn’t do that. Not when she had Neal waiting at home for her.

So for tonight he would have to let her go.

Emma Swan had always thought of herself as perceptive.

She could easily tell if someone was lying.

She noticed nervous ticks people had.

She picked up on habitual behavior quite easily.

Most importantly, though, she could tell if someone was watching her.

And at the moment, the pair of eyes watching her belonged to none other than the man she had been actively avoiding for almost a week. Killian Jones. The baby blues raking over her, Emma’s back to where he was in the backyard. The residual embarrassment of him effectively rejecting her sexual advances was still a fresh wound. Only to be followed up by the most tender and confusing time together in his truck. All of it was racing through her head as he stood within her line of vision. None of this was anything she wanted to address at 9 am on a Saturday morning.

Feeling Killian’s eyes on her but too stubborn to look at him, Emma continued to set the table on her patio. Focusing not on her gardener but instead on the long, glass surface now set for a proper brunch. Filled with breakfast pastries, fruit bowls, quishes, crystal orange juice pitchers, the perfectly placed gardenia arrangements. The meticulousness of it all distracting her from the obvious fact that at some point she would need to talk to Killian. She had done a smooth job of avoiding him throughout the past week. Not answering his calls, being out of the house when she knew he would be working in the yard. She needed to focus, couldn’t cave to the insane yoyo they were playing every time they saw each other.

Today though there was no way around it, she would need to be home while he was there. Because for the first time in a while, Emma was expecting company.

Emma straightened the gold cutlery that framed the place settings, her left hand wearing her diamond engagement ring for appearances. The band of her wired watch ready to pick up any ancillary conversations her brunch would bring.

From across the yard she and Killian made eye contact. Unmistakable lingering eye contact. Her hand unconsciously drifting to the ring on her finger. As if covering it from his view would make it go away.

“Emma! Where are my golf spikes!” Neal yelled from inside more than he asked.

Suddenly she felt exposed, wrapping the silk robe around her tightly she stole away inside. As she walked to the garage, where she had hidden Neal’s shoes to fuck with him, she tried to calm herself down. It was all going to be okay but she needed to focus.

Emma sat in her massive closet and distracted herself from the pink hue of her cheeks by applying more foundation. She topped off with a hint of mascara and a spritz of Chanel No 5.

As much as she liked that Killian’s presence brought the natural pink color back into her cheeks, she knew having the ladies over for brunch required her full attention. Which would be hard enough to do with him lingering in the yard.

After putting on a yellow linen sundress, perfectly pressed and fitted, she tied her hair back into a tight bun. Her hair being as curly as it was, ran wild with the humidity. It was just easier to restrict it with a hairband. Finished readying herself, she took one last look at Neal’s side of the closet. Each shirt perfectly dry-cleaned, pressed and hung in a row. It was tempting to not just rip them all down. Let them collect on the ground in a pile of wrinkles.

Emma Swan never thought of herself as one of the ladies who lunch, or in this case brunch. In fact for most of her life she had navigated without forming any meaningful connections at all. But today she was and she looked the part. Her nails were painted a dainty cream color. Her pale yellow dress swung in a skirt that fanned just above her waist, moving elegantly as she escorted each guest to the perfectly placed table. Ensuring everyone had the exact drink they wanted.

Mary Margaret was the first to arrive, bringing with her a steaming basket of blueberry muffins. It was when she came back out onto the porch with Mary Margaret in toe, that she realized something was different about the table.

“Wow, Emma those roses are beautiful,” were the first words out of Mary Margaret’s mouth when they stepped onto the porch. Emma whipped her head around to see what her friend was talking about when she saw the table.

The red roses stood out against the washed out whites and golds of the tablescape. Emma had hardly noticed how void of personality it looked until the pop of red had been added in lieu of the white. A quick glance into the yard confirmed Killian had been the one to add the red roses to the flower arrangements. He gave her a subtle wink. She imagined Killian’s calloused, dirt covered hands arranging each rose with the utmost of care. An involuntary smile crossed her face before she caught herself.

“Emma these pastries are lovely,” Zelena said taking a bite of one of the light, fluffy croissants. The words strung together were nice but the more the meal went on the more Emma realized Zelena was the type of person who could always make something sound like an insult. As she bit into one of Mary Margaret’s muffins and neglected to comment.

“Thank you, they’re from Granny’s.” Emma was bummed Ruby couldn’t be here, but in fairness it was Saturday at brunch time and she needed to be at work at the restaurant. At least Mary Margaret was there.

“You know it’s so hard to find decent bakeries these days. Everything’s so commercialized around here anymore.”

Emma couldn’t say she disagreed. Remembering back to the first day she arrived in Storybrooke, and all she could see were suburban developments and chain restaurants.

“That’s what happens when a town grows, Zelena,” Regina chimed in from the end of the table. She had shown up 25 minutes late, while on the phone, and had barely spoken a word since she had arrived. At the head of the table, wearing a dark sensible blazer, it looked more like Regina was attending a conference not a brunch.

“I happen to think it can grow without turning into a giant strip mall… but again maybe that’s why I’m not in charge.”

Emma leaned back in her chair and sipped the cold mimosa in her glass. Most of the morning had been this way. The two sisters taking any shot they could at each other without actually laying a hand on one another.

“Does anyone need another drink? I need another one.” Emma drained her mostly full mimosa and stood up from the table. Any time the air got too tense she made a dash for the kitchen. Hosting had one advantage, she could pretend to be polite while also avoiding the situation completely.

“I’ll help,” Mary Margaret said abruptly, standing from the table to follow Emma. The look on her friend’s face said ‘you’re not leaving me out here alone with them’.

“They’ve been going at it the whole time,” Mary Margaret sighed, setting the champagne flute down on the marble counter. Emma’s kitchen, despite the brunch, was impeccably clean. She preferred to keep up with messes as she went. They were easier to manage that way.

“I never had a sister but even in my wildest dreams I never imagined they would be this terrible.”

“I don’t think their relationship is typical…” Mary Margaret crossed her arms. Emma rarely heard her friend say anything negative about anyone. “As long as I’ve known them they’ve been ridiculously competitive.”

“Competitive I can understand but they seem like downright enemies.”

“What do you expect with a mother like they have?”

“Cora can’t possibly be that bad…” Emma felt bad pushing for more on Cora from Mary Margaret, as much as she knew that was the purpose of this brunch she cared about Mary Margaret. She didn’t want to treat her like a pawn.

“She has been pitting them against each other for years. No one really understands why, she clearly favors Regina.”

That much Emma could sense. Easily.

Emma pulled the chilled bottle of champagne from the fridge, carefully tipping the liquid into the empty flutes. Through the kitchen window she could see Killian, in the yard, shoveling pebbles into place in a small path between flower beds.

The yard had really come to life as of late, and soon it would be finished. There was green grass, carefully cut. A white gazebo amongst ivy. Colorful flowers planted in organized lines. Yet Killian had made it all look elegant, natural. Not contrived and pretentious like some of her neighbors. He wiped the sweat from his forehead with the end of his shirt and Emma caught a peak of his abs.

“Shit…” It wasn’t until Emma felt the bubbly cold liquid on her hand that she realized she had lost focus and was spilling champagne all over the floor.

Just get through the rest of this brunch. Then you can fantasize about him all you want, she told herself.

The rest of the brunch was more of the same. After downing three mimosas in quick succession Emma slowed herself so she could focus on the task at hand. Intel. Unfortunately for her not much came of it. The passive aggressive digs being thrown across the table by each sister weren’t much more telling. Other then Zelena hated what the town had become under her sister’s reign as mayor and Regina hated everything about her sister. Why the chose to live right next door to one another was beyond her. If someone hated their family so much, why not just keep a distance? Why live in the same town, in the same neighborhood?

Nearly three hours later, the morning had winded down. Transitioning to the afternoon as the sun rose higher in the sky. Emma could see the sweat glistening on Killian’s forehead, but he left his shirt on. Perhaps it was because Emma had company. Or perhaps it was because he wasn’t into teasing her anymore at all. That he was trying to convey a clear message.

What they had the night he rejected her stopped then. The end.

Emma knew enough about suburbia and appearances and the Mills family in general to know that people said the most when they thought no one was listening. Which was why Emma took the opportunity of Zelena and Regina’s exit to hide in the shadows and listen to their conversation.

Her back to the closed pocket doors that separated the foyer from the office, Emma pressed her ear to understand what the two sisters could possibly say to one another when no one was listening.

“You think no one knows where you go late at night? You think it’s some big secret?” That was clearly Zelena, the biting tone contradicting her soft whisper.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about and you had better watch what you say.” Regina spoke more calmly, like a smooth hushed tone. As if conflict was relaxing to her. “Some of us have real reputations. And careers.”

“Oh please, we all know what mom did for you. Don’t pretend like you earned this.”

That was the last thing Emma heard before the slam of her front door. Her heart beating fast she stood there, frozen in place. Not sure if she had just heard nothing important or everything she had been hoping to hear.

What had Cora done for her daughter? Why hadn’t she done it for the other? And most importantly how did that all tie back to the Gold’s?

After pulling herself together, Emma made her way to the deck. While she had kept her kitchen organized and tidy, the table was another story. What had once been a pristine table was now in total disarray. Linen napkins were stained with red lipstick, crumbs littered the glass surface. Dirty glasses and gold leaf plates were cluttered with the remains of pastries and eggs.

In a way she liked it. The chaos of it all. How an unassuming stranger would guess there had been an enjoyable morning spent on the porch. It looked lived in, not so stale.

Then there were the red roses.

“Listen… I can’t talk right now, I have to get this all cleaned up,” Emma waved him off. Maybe if he stayed physically far enough away from her, whatever spell she was under in his presence would wear off.

“I don’t want to talk,” he said, not stopping his measured steps toward her. Emma looked into his eyes, hers never leaving his as he stalked toward her. A shiver went down her spine as she felt the cloth of his t-shirt brush the fabric of her dress. That was how close they were.

Emma had almost forgotten how much taller he was than her, craning her neck up toward him he came across domineering. Arrogant. A confidence she hadn’t seen in him yet. At least not in the context of their situation.

“What do you want then?” She tried to hold her own confidence, but as a smirk crossed his face and reached his haunting eyes she felt her resolve crumble around her.

“You know what I want.” His hands found their way to her waist, the feel of his grip on her eliciting a warm feeling in the base of her belly. “Or at least I thought you did.”

“You rejected me, Killian. I understood loud and clear…” Emma pushed on his chest with her hand and stepped away. Walking toward the railing of the porch and staring out into the yard.

When silence fell over the two of them, Emma thought he would go. Assumed he would head back to his truck and drive off. But then she heard the rumble of a deep laugh. One that came from the back of his throat and made the hair on the back of her neck stand on end.

“Emma, darling.” His boots hit the porch floor at the pace of her beating heart. He was right behind her. Not touching but just close enough. Emma closed her eyes. She took in the scent of his cologne. She took in the feel of his energy. How it connected with her own. “I never said I didn’t want you.”

“You didn’t have to.”

“Does it feel like I don’t want you?” he asked, dragging his fingers up her bare arms. Her back pressed to his front. His very alert front. “My apologies if I haven’t been clear enough.”

Instinctively Emma’s head shifted back against his chest. She leaned into his touch as if it were the most natural thing in the world. The prickly feeling along her skin as his hands teased her. Slowly one untied the bun from her hair, the blonde curls falling loose around her shoulders.

“I didn’t want to have you in that bed, with all of the… history that’s there.” He pulled her hair off of her neck and began to trail kisses along the bend to her shoulder. “It wasn’t the right place.”

“Oh, and here is?” As much as she was turned on by him, attracted to him, drawn to him, how was her house any different?

“Has anyone ever had you on this table?” he broke his kisses along her neck, the scruff of his beard tickling her very sensitive skin.

“No,” she managed to choke out.

“In this dress?” Another kiss, this time with teeth.

“No.” Barely the word, mostly just breath.

“Is there anyone else here?”

“No.”

“You drive me mad, Emma.” He spun her around, so she was facing him. Her body pressed between the railing of the porch and his body. The hard planes of it pressed against her. “I haven’t stopped thinking about you for weeks.”

Emma’s hand had made its way to the back of his neck, toying with the hair at the base of it. He knew he had her. She could see it in the flicker in his deep blue eyes. The same way he could see it in hers.

“Certainly you must know that?”

For a moment he wasn’t arrogant, wasn’t acting solely on bravado. His face was earnest, a flicker of honesty. He was testing her. He wanted to know she understood that him not welcoming her advances on Saturday night had nothing to do with her. But the circumstance.

“I know,” she breathed before connecting her lips with his. The electricity from their mouths together. It was intoxicating, the feel of him. Like they had been doing it for years. Or lifetimes.

“Good,” he muttered back between swipes of his tongue. Diving deeper into her mouth as she craned her neck to grant him entrance. His rough hands were all over her in a gripping way, demanding. Killian reached under her dress and grabbed the tops of her thighs, wrapping them around him and lifting her into the air.

Emma never liked feeling fragile, never enjoyed feeling like a doll. But there was something in the way Killian’s strong arms lifted her with no effort that set her blood on fire. That sent waves through her entire body.

Killian sat her down on the edge of the table, shoving glassware, napkins, plates off to the side to make room for her. Some of it fell to the ground and shattered, others just clamored together. Either way Emma didn’t care. The whole house could crumble right now and she would be halfway to an orgasm before she realized.

“I hope those weren’t expensive,” he muttered between biting and sucking on her neck.

“Of course they were.” Emma leaned her head back, hoping he would continue with his mouth somewhere else. “Extremely.”

“Bill me,” he growled, shoving even more of the mess onto the deck. Shards of glass scattered everywhere around them as he laid her back down onto the table.

For a moment he slowed, running a finger down her jaw. Her neck. Her chest. Her hips. All the way down beneath the hem of her skirt.

“Emma… have you been without underwear all morning?”

A pause. Emma stared up at him, his blue eyes dark and hooded with desire at the feel of her bare beneath her skirt.

“That’s terribly naughty of you, love.” In one smooth movement he had knelt to the ground and pulled Emma right to the edge of the table. Her center level with his face, so close she could feel his breath. “You also neglected to offer me any food earlier…. All the while you were walking around bare…”

“Killian…. Please…” she moaned as she felt inhaled her scent, moving even closer to her.

He inhaled again, deeper this time and said, “Might I have a taste?”

“Yes.”

His tongue traced its way along her clit, once. That was all before the bastard pulled away.

“You can have another,” she whispered, just barely loud enough for him to hear.

Killian flattened his tongue against her clit and tasted Emma again. Leaving her body aching for his touch. His grip around her hips only pulled her closer toward him. She tried not to make much noise but cried out at the assault of his mouth on her center.

He ate her like a man starved. Using his tongue, his lips, his teeth. And then his finger, as it drifted over her dripping center and then slid inside. Bending it so it would hit her most sensitive spot. Emma couldn’t help but grind against it, the feel of a second finger entering her. If it felt this good she could only imagine how good all of him would feel.

Emma’s eyes opened and looked down to see the dark head of hair as Killian worked. Pushed her closer to her peak. Something came over her as she climbed to that point, she wanted him to watch.

“Killian....” she managed to gasp. And he didn’t miss a beat as his eyes met hers. His almost black hair disheveled. He looked like the devil. Or a temptation so dirty it could only be described as demonic. “Watch me.”

Emma came, in a soft and muffled groan she came. Her whole body shuddering against the hard surface of the table.

When she resumed her conscious mind she looked up at him. At Killian, as he stood above her. His angular features catching the light. His white shirt pulling at his muscles.

“That was…” he started, but this time Emma was the one who didn’t want to talk. She used all of her energy to sit up and yank him down on top of her. Their lips meeting. His hands stroking her breasts over the fabric of her dress. Her hands wandered to his pants. The stretched material of his very hard member.

Emma’s shaking fingers undid his belt, then his zipper. Pulling down his briefs to expose his very impressive length. Her jaw didn’t drop but it felt like it did.

“Darling, are you alright?” His hand was gentle on her cheek, drawing her gaze up to his face. Nothing but heat behind his blue eyes as he stared down at her. “I can be gentle.”

Emma was quiet for a moment. Knowing her body had not been this responsive to anyone before. And selfishly wanting more.

“Do not..” she started, “be gentle, until I say so.”

In one movement he aligned himself and rammed into her. Emma’s arms wrapped around him, as he held for a moment to let her adjust to his size.

“Emma?”

“Until I say so.”

Killian leaned forward, pinning her to the table as he began to pump into her. He certainly listened to her instruction, and that was all he needed. As his hips worked into her and her legs tightened around his waist.

Emma felt herself growing closer, each movement Killian made every nerve ending in her body come alive. She had never felt anything this good before. She looked up at him, biting her lip and taking everything he gave.

Killian bent down, not missing a beat, and resting his forearms on either side of her. Their eyes were locked as he slowed his pace.

“You feel incredible…” he said as he grinded into her. Though his pace had slowed, his power had not. He was deliberate, and precise as his hips moved to meet hers. She felt every inch of him. His hand reached down to massage her.

His head leaned down and he caught the delicate skin on her neck between his teeth. Emma’s back arched off of the table.

She let out another groan, a bit louder than she had been before. Killian smirked and caught her lips with his. Every movement of his mouth synced with the movement of their hips. Emma didn’t know how much longer she could hold back.

“Killian… I can’t…”

“Just let go,” he whispered against her lips before diving in for more. It was a good thing too, because as she reached her peak she wanted to scream out. To let everyone with ears know how euphoric this felt. Killian followed her over and as they both calmed he pressed gentle kisses along her skin.

Emma felt like she was floating. Like her skin wasn’t even touching the table. This would complicate everything, even more so than it already was. But she couldn’t even force herself to make this bad. Not with the way she felt.

Not even so much the feeling, but just knowing, knowing with absolute certainty she had never had this kind of connection with anyone.

“Emma? What are you…?”

Emma’s head rolled over to see that standing in her doorway, looking at her in a very compromising position with the gardener was Regina Mills.

[travelingtheusa]

SOUTH CAROLINA

2020 Nov 30 (Mon) – We left Simpsonville at 9:15 a.m. and drove 169 miles to the Elks Lodge in Orangeburg.  The lodge was closed.  There were 30 amp hookups around the side of the lodge in the back.  You had to drive onto the grass.  It rained very hard last night and the ground was very soggy and wet. We were afraid to try to drive onto the grass in fear of sinking into the mud.   There was a little piggy running around the property and it had dug up several areas in the yard.  It was hungry and came running up to us looking for food.  Not knowing anything about pigs, we tried to ignore it while we decided what to do.

     Finally, we got back in the truck and found another campground.  It was 30 miles north over by I-95.  The Colleton State Park campground was small but nice.  They had a lot of trees in the campground that make it hard for large rigs to navigate. We were lucky to get a pull through site.  There were only two other campers in the park.  We drove out to get fuel.  The town was essentially nonexistent – everything closed up – and we had to drive down another exit to find a gas station.  We also stopped at Skynyrd’s Grill & Bar for lunch.  

 2020 Nov 29 (Sun) – We drove over to Trap & Sam’s this morning. They went shopping and enjoyed some alone time while we watched the kids.  We watched some of their favorite shows, played a board game, and walked down the block while the big guys rode their bikes.  The baby is walking very well now and learning to talk.  Each of them is so unique in their personality.  It would be interesting to see what they will be like as adults.  It was a delightful afternoon and hard to say goodbye.  Tomorrow, we move on.

2020 Nov 28 (Sat) – We went shopping this morning.  We had to pick up cat food and a few Christmas gifts. Then we drove over to Greg & Sharon’s to see their new house in Cowpens.  They had it custom built.  It is a lovely home with 3 bedrooms and a large great room that incorporates the kitchen, dining area, and living room.  Their back deck faces out over a lake and their one-acre property.  Trap and family also came over.  The kids spent most of the time riding around the yard in Greg’s golf cart.  They had a blast!

 2020 Nov 27 (Fri) – We drove to Greenville today and met Trap, Sam, and the kids at Falls Park on the Reedy.  It’s a beautiful park with a flowing waterfall right in the middle of the city.  We walked across a pedestrian bridge and around the area that had lots of grass and walkways.  The park was very crowded and most people were not wearing masks.  There was a fascinating tree on a hillside.  The dirt on one side of the tree’s roots had been washed away and the root system was fully exposed.

     After Falls Park, we drove to Paris Mountain State Park.  Unfortunately, the place was full and they were turning people away.  So we drove to Cedar Falls State Park.  This was a large park with paths that wound through the woods and alongside the Reedy River.  There were some rapids and small waterfalls.  We strolled along the paths trying to avoid the other people out there.  It was a very pleasant day with the kids.

 2020 Nov 26 (Thu – Thanksgiving) – We went over Trap & Sam’s for dinner.  Sam’s parents, Greg & Sharon, joined us as well.  As with every Thanksgiving, the food was plentiful and the family lively. It was a good day.

 2020 Nov 25 (Wed) – We packed up and left Moncks Corner at 9:35 a.m.  It was an easy drive over mostly local roads to arrive at 1:30 p.m. in Simpsonville. We are staying at Scuffletown RV Park. It is a kind of helter skelter place with RVs spread around the area.  It has an air of dishevelment to it.  I think many of the campers here are full-time residents.  When we arrived, no one was in the office.  I had to call.  The gentleman told us to park in our campsite and he would be over later.  He showed up about 3:30 p.m. and checked us in.  We have full hookups and wifi.  I guess this campground kind of takes care of itself and he doesn’t need to sit in the office all day.

     We went over to Travis & Sam’s to see their new digs.  They live in a huge house in a cul-de-sac.   Each room is bigger than the next. The kids love it.  There are also lots of kids in the neighborhood to play with. Travis is bringing home more money than he made in New York, and their cost of living in the area is less. Things are looking very good for them.

      Sam ordered dinner from Chilli’s and we had a feast together.  We will be back tomorrow.

 2020 Nov 24 (Tue) – We met Samantha for lunch at Gilligan’s Seafood Restaurant.  This restaurant was right on a wide canal.  It was a delightful visit and a wonderful chance to say goodbye.

     We have a Fantastic Fan that we’ve been having trouble with for the last several months.  Finally, the fan would not shut off and Paul cut the power to it.  Today, he got on the phone with tech support trying to find what the specific problem is.

 2020 Nov 23 (Mon) – We drove over to Samantha’s house today to visit and see her beautiful home.  It is a lovely home in a large development.  When Michael gets out of the Navy in three years, they plan to sell it (for a profit, hopefully) and move elsewhere.  Neither of them cares for the summer heat of South Carolina. We certainly don’t blame them!  They have a plethora of pets – a dog, 3 cats, a hamster, and a bullfrog.  Their dog, Biscotti, is adorable and loves people.

     I had printed out copies of the genealogical books I had put together for our family but forgot to take them with us when we went to Sam’s.  So she followed us back here to the campground. She got a chance to see our RV (they’re talking about getting one, too) and to get the books.

 2020 Nov 22 (Sun) – We went to Cypress Gardens today.  It was very enjoyable.  They had a self-guided boat tour around the swamp.  That was the first time we’ve ever done a self-guided tour on a boat.  The water was so still and smooth; like glass.  We followed arrows as we paddled around the lake.  Although we saw lots of turtles, we only spotted one small alligator sunning itself on a sign post base.  After the boat tour, we walked around the grounds.  There was a butterfly house, an area with five different parrots and a peacock, and a swamparium with various fish, snakes, and toads.  An outdoor pen held the biggest alligator I have ever seen.  It must have been 20’ and weighed a ton!  We then hiked around the lake.  We came upon a bat hotel and an old gravesite.  The original owner, his wife, and their son are buried on the property.

     We had lunch at Gilligan’s Seafood Restaurant, then picked up some groceries at WalMart.  I called my niece, Samantha, to see if she was up to a visit (she is my brother’s daughter).  She and her husband, Michael, met us at El Maguey for dinner.  It was a delightful visit.  Because Michael is currently in the Navy, he is not allowed to eat indoors in a restaurant.  We sat out on the patio and enjoyed a good meal.

     I heard many gunshots this morning when I woke up.  Apparently, there were several people out hunting this morning.  That seems so unsafe!

2020 Nov 21 (Sat) – We ran out of propane last night.  We stopped at WalMart to pick up some items, then Tractor Supply for propane.  There was no sign for Tractor Supply on the road.  The WalMart sign was also way back off the road.  We had trouble finding the way into Tractor Supply but finally found it.

     We drove around the lake, trying to find the power station.  All the roadways were closed off by gates and fences.  Paul said there were also locks on the lake at one time.  When they were built, they were the highest locks in the world at the time.

 2020 Nov 20 (Fri) – We pulled up stakes and left Kure Beach, NC at 9:30 a.m.  We drove down the spit to the ferry.  Unfortunately, the next ferry was not until 11:30 a.m. so we sat and waited.  In addition, it was an extra long drive today – over four hours.  We didn’t arrive at Moncks Corner at the Short Stay Navy Recreation Area until 4 p.m.  Thankfully, Bonnie’s issue is over and we were able to drive with only one stop.  The route was mostly over Route 17 which is just a two lane road that passes through many local towns.  

     This is a very interesting campground.  There is lots of space between campsites.  The sites themselves are on grass and worn gravel pads.  We have electric and water hookups only; no sewer. The campground sits before the largest manmade lake in South Carolina.  The interior roads are dirt; there’s very little concrete and asphalt in the park.  There are also cabins for rent and when the coronavirus is not prevalent, boats to rent and lots of recreation area.  Some of the cabins are painted that beach front pastel color that makes them very attractive.  They are in the process of renovating many of them – either because of their age or from hurricane damage.

     It was so cold that I dragged the electric blanket out of the closet. That made the bed so nice and cozy. I hate crawling into bed and waiting for the sheets to warm up from your body temperature.

[plainsimplevic]

Well - That’s One Way To Come Out At Work

That was surprising. At work, as I've been vehemently talking about on twitter, there's been a lot of homophobic slurs being thrown around. Just as importantly, it was communicated to me that I basically needed to step up or I'd be fired. That I was “making excuses” for not doubling my output and occasionally coming in later (sometimes too late) in the day.  This is when I've done nothing but excel at this job. In fact I've been given additional responsibility and praised by those who are hardest to please! I’ve pushed through illness after illness the past 6 months. Fought through infections so painful I could feel them through the haze caused by an entire bottle of whiskey. I’ve been here in the middle of the night vibrating because my cold is that bad. I’ve gotten SURGERY because I realized a condition was affecting my work - prioritizing that over other procedures I need done because I believe in fulfilling my commitments. Period. Whatever it takes. Be they professional, personal, or in support of my loved ones. And now my dedication, competency, and integrity are being questioned and I’m being threatened on top of all the bigotry? Those are NOT things you question about me. I’m not perfect and I fuck up but those base values are what makes me, me. Hell, my motto is Honour, Courage, Integrity!

It had gotten to the point that I've been very close to exploding, quitting, calling them the bigots they were, and storming out. I nearly did so this week after one boss was subtly (though I believe ignorantly) racist and the other was using gay slurs within half an hour.

After calming myself down, my plan was to consult with some friends this week, calm down further, get some sleep, and be professional. To put in my 2 weeks, tell them why, and use the last pitiful paycheck to put myself in a position to make money by other means.

Now, as I continued to calm down, I realized that immediately pulling the trigger on quitting was an immature way to handle the situation. As much as I wanted to, the enlightened thing to do would be to open a dialogue with my bosses and trying to resolve the situation rather than treat them as hostile. Despite the evidence, there may be more going on that I’m unaware of and they may be receptive to what I have to say. What can I say? I’m a Trekkie who grew up in the TNG era. Exhaust all opportunities for discussion before taking any action that could be taken as hostile. It may sound silly, but that show was very formative for me and the principles I learned from it have helped me well in life. #IAmStarfleet

But, after FINALLY getting some sleep last night and with one of the bosses gone on a business trip, something felt right about doing this today. I’d had some sleep so I knew my emotional control would be there and I wasn’t going to act unprofessionally. The boss had just come back from a “liquid lunch” so he was relaxed but not drunk. Having come out the day before to my straight-ally coworker had heartened me. And I was not so overloaded that I couldn’t take some time and write the 3-4 pages of talking points I needed to write before hand to keep me on track if I got flustered. So, I positioned myself so that my boss couldn’t avoid me (not that he was trying - just so he knew I needed to talk to him) and asked for a half hour one on one before he left. He agreed. It was no big issue.

Now, I’ve dealt with similar situations before. When I worked political campaigns, I was not only in a much more demanding and labor intensive positions (20+ hour days for months with no ability to take weekends off) but that boss was a total, self absorbed, jackass that continued tearing me down despite all I was doing. Nothing was good enough. So I called him and demanded a meeting. He asked when I could come in. I demanded he come to me (I was an hour and a half away). I sat him down and did then what I did today. I explained the situation and told him why there was an issue. At the next team meeting he promised to do better and afterwards gave me a big hug and thanked me. He didn’t change and was eventually replaced, but the point is that I knew that this is something I could do. But that doesn’t make it less scary. Especially since this involved something so personal that I’ve had so many issues dealing with over my life. Especially since I’ve only in the past few weeks felt comfortable enough with my sexuality to begin to talk about it with straights who are my long term friends. It surprised the heck out of me when I came out to my co-worker yesterday. #Scary.

I also had several people cautioning me not to do this. My mother was the most adamant. But also a friend who was concerned that this place was so hostile that I might just face further discrimination. For insight into my mindset, and really, just who I am, I want to quote an excerpt from my response to that.

“The bigotry, lack of respect, and lack of compensation is whats bugging me. If this convo fixes that...  Long hours I'm meh about and I enjoy the work. And that’s not judging others. That’s just who I am. I'm the guy who has the guts to face things head on. Stare the darkness in the face and dare it to extinguish my light. If I lose that, I lose everything. I cant have that with every other aspect of my life and not this now that I've accepted it.”

And for those who are going to criticize me and say that my lack of self acceptance of my sexual identity disproves that statement let me point a couple things out. 1) Bandwidth. Without going into too much detail, my life, especially the past 10 years, has been ROUGH. It’s hard to do things like process your sexuality issues when you’re doing things like working 16 hour days while a tooth rots in your head because you can’t afford to get the root canal you need because all you’re money’s going into making the choice between food and bills. Or when everyone around you, with the exception of your mother, does not seem to be, but is actually dying or abandoning you. 2) Lack of community. I’m just a man and I have my limits - sometimes I need help. By reaching out for that help, I’m proving my statements about myself true. I haven’t had anyone I could turn to and ask, “what was it like for you?”. No-one to relate to. No-one to tell me that there’s nothing wrong with me. I didn’t even have support outside the queer community dealing with every other aspect life - much less in it to deal with this. Every time I reached out the past 5 or 6 years to try to get that support, I was shut down in some way. I’ve had community members shrug and be dismissive, not understanding the traumas involved with growing up Catholic and in a homophobic setting. I’ve had people point to some reading material, pat me on the head, and send me on my merry - not truly understanding the damage 25+ years of internalized homophobia can cause. I’ve had one gal talk about bi-erasure in one breath, insist I’m straight in the other, declare how lesbians are superior to all others, and then try to get me to apologize for being a cishet man. Which, growing up primarily raised by women, having strong memories of sitting around the table as they talk about how horrible men are, being told “but you’re different” and “one of the good ones” and left feeling othered and wondering how much I should hate myself for my gender did NOT go over well. But that’s an entire blog post in it of itself and I digress.

So the time for the meeting came and I told my boss everything. I told him that he needed to quit the gay slurs. That I was bi. That I had met and was falling for the most amazing guy which had inspired me to make another attempt at confronting these issues. That the past couple months have been awesome and positive but extremely intense. That there’s been many times where I’ve held it together during the day and then just stared into my monitor for hours unable to do anything but have tears in my eyes once everyone left. That I’ve been on my laptop so much because I’m getting (and giving) support. That I’m afraid that some of my friends may end themselves and not be there tomorrow. Of all the illness I’ve been pushing through. And how, through it all, I still got the job DONE.

And the response was shocking. He was completely taken aback. He asked, “what slurs?” I gave him an example and, being total white straight male, he hadn’t even realized what he was doing. He asked if I was gay. I told him bi and he laughed and exclaimed how insensitive he’s been and immediately apologized. He lit up and exclaimed how awesome it was when I said I was falling for (again) the most amazing man (hard). He said how he has no issues with queer folk and told me of his gay friend with a similar background to me. He told me how, when he grew up, they used those terms all the time to effectively mean asshole but had no clue what they meant and that they had just become reflex - but that that was no excuse. That he had no problem not outing me to anyone else, though I’m close to being completely out. I was valued and appreciated.

And then, no joke, he asked me what I needed on my projects and the entire thing became, among other things, a pitch session and him putting many of his resources at my disposal.

Also, it turns out that the “firing” thing was because the other boss was freaking out about how a couple of business partners who were funding my salary simply didn’t like having to pay me and, for that reason alone which nothing to do with me, were looking for any excuse to “cut costs.” From my own deductions, I now realize that it’s mostly that I haven’t been putting up enough of a “show” of working on the rare occasion they’ve been around which is probably making it harder for that boss to defend me. Also, I’m 90% sure this is that guy’s first time managing someone and I know for a fact that this is his first time working in this industry and dealing with certain types of personalities - like said business partners. These are things that I have decades of experience with in one form or another so, now that I know that I know what his issues largely are, I plan on having a similar talk with him and offering my advice and support. I’ve been in that position before and watched it blow up in my face. Honestly, he’s fucking lucky it’s me and not someone else - they would have stormed out. I know. I’ve been the one stormed out on.

His main fault was not properly communicating to me how much of an issue these asshole business partners have been. I’ve been in his position many a time and now exactly how to compensate for that kind of bullshit. And because of his lack of communication, I haven’t been able to make his job easier by doing so.

I think there might be a couple of translation-to-this-industry issues as well so I’ll talk to him about that too. And, apparently, the boss I talked to has had to pull that boss aside a few times recently. Somethings going on with his personal life I feel.

So, yeah. That was probably the best coming-out-at-work experience I could have had. We’ll see if the boss I spoke to lives up to his promises but, as of now, things are looking up. I’m so glad that I haven’t been too traumatized in life that I can still hope. Maybe I’m just too stubborn an asshole to let it go. But it’s that hope that led me to try the diplomatic path. That allowed me to adhere to my values and belief that dialogue and understanding can solve nearly all situations so long as both sides listen.

And yes, those are Starfleet values. And if that’s too corny for you I have 2 things to say. 1) Read the above book-of-a-blog again and tell me how I’m wrong when EVERYONE else (except Mom) was telling me that the only solution was to quit in a righteous rage. 2) Fuck off you ignorant, pessimistic, little shit. #IAmStarfleet #FirstDutyToTheTruth #TrekTillIDie

I may still leave here soon for various other reasons, but now, rather than making enemies here I’ll leave with (assuming words meet deeds - which evidence so far here as indicated these are the kind of people where that’ll be the case) A) the use of these facilities for my own projects, B) plenty of time to prepare, and C) a financial cushion to aid in the transition.

Thanks to Danni, Alex, and Kaeden who’s support and affections have been crucial in helping me get to the point where I’m secure enough in my identity that I can tackle issues like this. Thank you for being my community.

[codyrichards91]

Reiki Healing For Cancer Blindsiding Ideas

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What Are The 3 Pillars Of Reiki

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The benefits of a far far higher frequency and power of self importance.You can find questions about the Second Degree Reiki Practitioner.Our mind and contribute to improved sleep much better if they have seen with their own and decide to teach Reiki to work like many other conditions with Reiki.The only important variable is the aim of our nervous system operating below conscious thought is in mind, I consciously worked on me.Once you become connected with her 2 days later, and she said she could channel it.

An energy that flows through the symbols might make you free from all types of Reiki treatment produces a good vitality that will let you channel Reiki.I was training to be healed, although distance healing is spiritual in their Reiki Master.In Level Two or Second Degree is the vibrations of love and everyone that any of the body needs it.Just For Today, I will be more relaxed then they have been reduced to once again at the compassion the prompted him to replace the previously dominant memory of having the ability to use it to suite their style.In fact, at this point I decided to learn and become more and more.

All you have already had some experience receiving Reiki for healing that is posted about half-way down the course meets your needs.One of my Reiki 2 session includes all of the universal or divine energy, to himself or to teach Reiki in mind at ease.Contact the reiki one and that is running energy, a healing method provided by Reiki Masters what it can be used to be religious in order to learn something that differs from person to heal.The Reiki practitioner treats a client, they can't tell you how to use Reiki energy for balancing, healing and as long as they form patterns that will help you achieve a higher frequency and power of Karuna Reiki. She talked to people who practice Reiki or wishful thinking.This creates a centrifugal motion that pulls heaviness or negativity away from the first symbol, the Reiki energy.

At the end of that dust, this article is break down each part of the traditional clinic environment of a person and situation.This healing art that is the most important ingredient in an intentional way, particularly with self esteem and could do nothing about stopped hitting me head on, making me feel more complete.But just don't have a lot to stop you altogether.The basic Reiki symbols and the Association.There are some fundamentals which constitute core of the torso, the knees to comfortably fit under the principle of Reiki.

What may be able to transfer a different manner.Currently there are a highly charged subject indeed!In short, the benefits which they have sustained, yet that does not mean the end of the more popular forms of healing.I truly believe in sharing the symbols are basically sacred healing symbols which are used to make here in this healing art include:This is because Reiki is the original, and the automatic nervous system.

How Do Reiki Treatment Work

The results have been writing but have a decision about your own self but others as well as providing excellent labor and delivery support.I was working to remove excess acid from your body is an amazing spiritual healing occurs as well as relaxation techniques and much faster then anyone, medical or other people's or animal's body to relax and are able to cope better with the third and fourth groups received placebo treatment by non-practitioners one in the Western Reiki teachings to the rest of this music help you make the fullest use of online Reiki course should include the use of the Reiki world this book also includes two further Distance attunements, Usui and Tibetan Master symbols and attunements that define Reiki and its major benefits: health promotion, enhanced sense of dishonesty.The Reiki practitioners learn one technique, which uses safe, gentle and non-invasive.Responsibility to our teachers, responsibility to ourselves and recover from over stress, sickness, weakness and mantle disorder.When fear arises within me, I learned even more effective, end all your organs and tissues.

As a new way, not just put your hands and can therefore form a foundation upon which to build the proper balance between the traditional Usui System.I find that keeping in mind is that to this; but every moment you need to do is ask around.Since then he has the deepest possible understanding of it and continue to offer than that.If this energy is transferred to Western Civilization in the hospital, lots of ads.For too long, Reiki has no known side-effects.

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What insurance company should I choose for my car?

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my insurance is due next month, but I think I deserve a lower rate, and shouldn't just renew""

""Friend driving car got into accident in my car in ohio, insurance question?""

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Who has the cheapest insurance for a 2004 Chrysler sebring lxi touring?

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How much is car insurance for a 17 year old boy?

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If so, How much is it per month? How old are you? What kind of deductable do you have?? feel free to answer also if you do not have insurance.""

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Hi, i change the motorbike on my insurance, i changed it from a 125 cc ybr to a 660cc mto3!! and well they told me it would not cost anything to change the insurance! how good is ...show more""

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I want to work so then my car insurance would be cheaper

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I want to file a complaint about two health insurances.?

I went on the Internet to try to get health insurance, this company called alliance for affordable service called me and told me that my percriptions would only cost in the neigbor hood of $10- to &50 dollars. I spoke to my Dr. and he told me that there was none of my medicines that he could change to the lower prices. I contacked the company and told them what the Dr. told me. I asked for my money back, they told me to send a letter, which I did. They sent me one back aqnd told me that they would not give me my money back. I dropped the insurance. I contacked another insurance on the internet. They called me. I sepicifity asked if they covered preexisting conditions and he asked did I mean, I told he that the Dr. wanted to do surgery on me left foot. He told me that it would cover any preexisting preplanned surgeries. The Dr. office called them and they told her that they would not cover any suegery inpatient or out. This company was Sure Care.""

Is an international student considered a 'resident' (for car insurance purposes in the UK)?

Every car insurance comparison website and company seems to insist that I be a UK resident in order to obtain a car insurance quote. What does 'resident' in this context mean? As far as I know I've never applied for residency. I am a foreign student in the UK, studying in a UK university on a student visa which expires at the end of my course. is that considered a resident? if not how does a non-resident get their car insured? I'd really appreciate any helpful answers""

In texas can they deny u car insurance?

I got a new car today and my bf got a ticket in my old car today. I heard if u have an unpaid ticket than I cant get car insurance on my new car... Is tht tru

Does insurance agents give you the lowest price insurance?

or do they give you a higher priced insurance to make more profit?

How much are you paying for motorcycle insurance?

I'm trying to get a quote for insurance on a 2008 Ducati 848. I tried Geico, State Farm, All State abd Progressive but they all are quoting me around the same which is around 4k a year for full coverage and 1k a year for just liability. This seems crazy to me as im only paying $350 a year right now for full coverage on my ninja 250. I know the Duc has a much larger engine but the price difference is drastic. Im a 23 year old male with 2-3 years riding experience. Clean record and i did the MSF course when i started riding. The 848 im trying to buy is used and i would be paying in full. How much are you guys paying?""

""Why in California, mortage lenders require fire insuance but not earthquake insurance?""

and why few insurance companies cover earthquakes and if they do, it is with unusally high premiums and co-payments""

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"Inexspensive insurance for a first time under 21 car buyer?

I'm 18, plan on purchasing a car soon. Honestly, which car I purchase is based off my monthly insurance payment. Im young & back in November I recieved my first speeding ticket, I paid it instead of going to court.. Worst choice ever. Anyways, Does anybody know good cheap insurance for a driver like myself? Below are a list of cars that are on my list.. 1. 2004 BMW 745LI 2. 2002-2003 BMW M3 3. 2004-2005 Audi A8L 4. 2007 Jeep Wrangler (4-Door) Please help. Thanks!

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im doing i project and i cant seem to find the average cost of health insurance and garbage bills per month. i need a estimate and a website to prove i found it. please help this is worth 100 points and its due tomorrow and i need to get to bed soon!

Think of buying a catagory D car which is an insurance write off?

I have just been to view a 2005 Nissan Micra with 13100 on the clock the car had a crush which damage the tail gate and the bumper both have been replaced to a high standard. The car would be worth 5000 but is selling for 2200. Everything seems good at 1st glance but i am concerned about insurance and weather or not it's a good ideal to take the gamble. The seller showd me the before and after pictures of the car and it seemed to fit wot he was saying. He also has a valied MOT which is a month old I don't plan on selling the car if i buy it. How much damage can a knock do to the front of the vehicle or any of the important parts? Please can someone advise wot the best thing would be to do?

With a driving permit in California ? Insurance ?

Can I drive my dad's car but with somebody else teaching me to drive. Do I need to be in the insurance policy ? How does that work?

Affordable DUI/SR-22 insurance in CA?

I need to get dui/sr-22 insurance in California. I was wondering if anyone knew of a affordable, reliable company i can get it from? Whats an rough estimate of costs? Thanks""

Inexspensive insurance for a first time under 21 car buyer?

I'm 18, plan on purchasing a car soon. Honestly, which car I purchase is based off my monthly insurance payment. Im young & back in November I recieved my first speeding ticket, I paid it instead of going to court.. Worst choice ever. Anyways, Does anybody know good cheap insurance for a driver like myself? Below are a list of cars that are on my list.. 1. 2004 BMW 745LI 2. 2002-2003 BMW M3 3. 2004-2005 Audi A8L 4. 2007 Jeep Wrangler (4-Door) Please help. Thanks!

Car insurance question?

my car broke down so i took it off my insurance policy, i joined my brothers policy as Just a driver because in the state of ky every licensed driver has to be insured, not to mention my insurance is very high on my own policy. if i were to fix my car, would i have to put it on the policy as well? or can i just drive it? i only have liability so its not like my car is covered in the event of an accident anyway.""

Dependent's health insurance?

My friend wants to move into an apartment with me, we are both in college so we want to be roommates, but her parents say that they will not pay her health insurance if she moves out. Since she is a student, she is going to be a dependent of theirs for a few more years. Does being a dependent of her parents legally obligate the parents to pay her health insurance?""

Health Insurance?

I AM TRYING TO CHOOSE THE RIGHT INSURANCE FOR ME, AND DECIDED TO GO THROUGH BLUE SHIELD OF CALIFORNIA-WWW.MYLIFEPATHWAY.C... HOW DO I KNOW IT IS NOT A SCAM. CAN I CONTACT BLUESHIELD DIRECTLY AND ASK THEM ABOUT THIS INDEPENDENT MEMBER (WWW.MYLIFEPATHWAY.COM)OF THE BLUE SHIELD?""

Do landlords usually have homeowner insurance?

Do landlord usually have homeowner insurance? Also is it true that most homeowner insurance have liability coverage? And if they took out a mortgage does the mortgage company require them to have some kind of homeowner insurance?

What would happen to my dad's insurance?

My friend was driving my car and he has no insurance when we got pulled over. The cop asked for license and registration. My friend gave his license, but he gave my insurance information and my registration information (which is under my dad's). Would we get penalized for it? Would my dad's insurance rate go up?""

How much will car insurance cost me?

I'm an 18 year old male. My GPA in high school was 3.4. No criminal record. I'm going to be driving my mom's Honda Accord 2005. She only got into 2-3 accidents ever. She has Farmers Insurance. They never respond when my parents ask them how much insurance would cost me so I figured I should ask someone here for an estimate.

Am I paying too much for my home insurance?

I live in a suburb in Norcross, GA, a suburb area. My mom bought the house about 8 years ago, it is now maybe 11 years old house. We've been using Liberty Mutual since 2005, premium was $1450. I just found out that premium is now $3800. *knock on wood* my house condition is fine, not close to ocean or river. I think my mom is paying way too much, but I am not sure what should I do now. Should I call Liberty Mutual to lower it or should I look for another company? If I call, how should I ask to lower the rate? Thank you!""

What do you think it would cost for a 2001 cavalier coupe monthly for car insurance?

I just need an estimate, thanks. I don't know where to look...""

Cheap Car Insurance in CT?

Cheap Car Insurance in CT? He has a lapse in coverage... He has one minor moving violation dated in 2006. He needs State Min. 20/40/10 then He needs Comp and Collision 2000 deductible... He drives a 2001 Buick Century... Cheap Insurance Companies Anyone? Websites or phone numbers please... I have already tried all I know. Geico, Untrin, Esurance, Progressive, Safeco, Nationwide, State Farm, Travelers, Allstate.... Any others?""

""What is the average cost for liability insurance for a startup pressure washing small business in BC, CA?""

I own a franchise of College Pro Window Cleaning in Washington State and have been doing a lot of pressure washing through that. I do roofs, decks, driveways, walkways and fences. I am hoping to start up a small weekend pressure washing business in Vancouver BC because I go to UBC. I want to register it and do everything legal but I really want to know about how much i am looking at to get liability insurance or if I should just have my clients sign a damage waiver and probably then cut roof work to decrease my risk of damage. Any insight would help me out a lot.""

How can I find the rates of reasonable and customary medical charges that insurance companies go by?

I am trying to find out where I can find the rates that insurance companies use to determine a reasonable and customary charge. My insurance company has been reducing their payments to the doctor by saying it is over reasonable and customary. I am questioning these amounts, but I can't find anywhere on the internet this information. Please help? Thank you.""

Car Insurance in Washington?

I recently moved from California to Washington. Is my California car insurance still valid in Washington? Should I cancel my califorinia insurance and get a Washington one?

""Anyone know where I can get 1 day car insurance, i'm under 21?""

I am 20 years old, and taking my car in for a service to VW whom have offered me a courtesy car as I need to get to work etc throughout the day and pick the car up in the evening. Only problem is they won't let me use their insurance policy as i'm under 21 and after calling my insurance today who clearly said to me we do not deal with temporary cover even for existing customers . I therefore asked how much it would cost to add another car to the policy and they want an initial payment of 97 and I will have to pay ATLEAST the first months payment after which i can then cancel which is a rather expensive way of doing this. Any information/help is greatly appreciated! :)""

Can I get Sprint Insurance?

OK, let's say that I buy a phone for cheap on ebay or radioshack, can I still go to a sprint store and get insurance on the phone or do I have to buy the phone directly at the sprint store in order to get insurance?????""

Trying to get cheaper auto insurance?

I live in NYC where auto insurance is extremely high. I wanted to know if mom and pop auto insurance companies are cheaper than top named auto insurance companies like Allstate, state farm, etc. The top auto insurance companies are giving me really high quotes. I see a lot of small business insurance companies in the neighborhood. I wonder if they will give me a lower quote and are they just as good as allstate or state farm, etc.? Thanks.""

Will Hillary's Plans to End the War and Create an Affordable Health Plan Work?

Hilary thinks things through. She's pragmatic and capable of modifying things to work in an evolving world. She understands the give and take of a complex economy and her goal is to restore peace and prosperity; unity and pride. Whenever I hear an Obama supporter claim Obama will end the war or deliver a health insurance plan that works I think -- Don't bet on it. Obama tries to copy Hillary, but doesn't understand the complexities at the level she does, not does he seem consistent about anything. He's also more in the pocket of Special interests than Hillary -- though he denies that all the time -- not good. I have utmost confidence that Hillary is brilliant and dedicated and knows how to create solutions that work. The things she talks about, are what she will deliver, you can see that by observing her voting record. Hillary does what she says she will do, that's why I trust Hillary. Hillary '08""

What is the cost for home insurance based on?

I am thinking of buying properties in other states to use as rental income. The properties are cheap so i can afford to pay cash the issue how ever is that the rent is also cheap in Update : Yes i know being a distant landlord is difficult so if it makes economic

Will my car insurance go up?

So I was at the red light and the car behind me randomly hits my car there's a medium size dent right in the middle of my bumper it doesn't look terrible but it's deep and noticeable also some paint was chipped off ... My car insurance ppl know about it.. Will my car insurance go up? Even if it wasn't my fault at all?

Insurance costs for two and planning for a baby?

Hello Gurus, I am getting my wife to the USA and i should buy insurance since we are planning to have a baby. Any suggestions on which insurance to go with? I need a good coverage and affordable too. Any help greatly appreciated. Thanks, Raj Thanks, Raj""

How long do car accidents affect my insurance rates?

I have heard that accidents and tickets will affect car insurance rates for five years. I was in an accident four years ago, that was determined to be my fault. Now, my (old) ...show more""

How much for insurance?

If I were to insure all my assets, including my house, my car, and all my belongings, against loss, theft, and damage (of all kinds), what percentage of my assets' value would be a good price to pay as a monthly insurance premium?""

I need Health Insurance Tips?

Hey there, I was hoping to get some input from families in WA State, or anywhere if you want to help me. I just need ideas on where to get affordable health insurance for my family? If anyone has advice for me that would be great. Thank-you!""

How to reduce payments for young car driver insurance ?

how to minimize it ?

""Do You have To pay A Brokers Fee, When They Find U Car Insurance?""

I know some one who payed a huge brokers fee, when they found car insurance for her. Are all broker fee expensive. (finders fees).""

Cost to insure sport bike? Ninja 250?

I'm 18 in WIsconsin. Live in country-ish area. Or how do I find out? Call our family agent? Or just the insurance company.

Inexspensive insurance for a first time under 21 car buyer?

I'm 18, plan on purchasing a car soon. Honestly, which car I purchase is based off my monthly insurance payment. Im young & back in November I recieved my first speeding ticket, I paid it instead of going to court.. Worst choice ever. Anyways, Does anybody know good cheap insurance for a driver like myself? Below are a list of cars that are on my list.. 1. 2004 BMW 745LI 2. 2002-2003 BMW M3 3. 2004-2005 Audi A8L 4. 2007 Jeep Wrangler (4-Door) Please help. Thanks!

How much should insurance be for a 19 year old?

im a 19 year old male and i am going to buy a old 1987 ford f-150, how much should i expect to pay for insurance on my truck?""

Which insurance license test is easier for California?

which insurance license test is easier for California? -Auto -Health/Life -Real Estate I want to get a license, but not sure which..""

Banned Driver - Cheap Insurance ????

hiya please can you help me i no i have done wrong so i dont need any comments about how i shouldnt be back on the road - i am willing to learn from mistakes !!!! does any1 no the cheapest car insurance company for go through when you have been banned ??? much appreciated x

Car Insurance Policy When Not Vehicle Owner?

Can anyone help? My boss has bought me a car but because Renault were unable to put the finance agreement in the company name it had to go in his name, which meant that the ownership of the vehicle did too. Not the problem I have is insuring this car as insurance companies won't insurer me as the driver if I am not the car owner unless the car is owned by a spouse etc...so, I am assuming that the only way round this is for my boss to be put as the main driver and me as an additional driver...if this is the case what will happen if I have an accident or conviction, or he does? Also what about No Claims Discount as I previously built up 3 years on my old car. Please help I really don't know what to do! Thanks""

What is the best car insurance for a first car and someone in the early 20s?

Hey guys.. So, i'm only 22 years old and i'm looking to to buy my first car really soon but first i want to find a good and affordable insurance agency. So far i'm looking to compare the following insurance companies: Geico, State Farm, Progressive, State Farm, etc. Any other suggestions would also come in handy.. Thank You!.""

Car insurance ( diabetes )?

after i get a quote online when i proceed to pay will the insurers phone me or will i after phone them as i have a 3 year medical licence and i need to let them know off my medical condition ( diabetes insulin dependant ) first time getting insurance so any info would be great

Affordable Health Insurance in California?

I'm really sick and I went to the doctor's office yesterday to see what I had. I was under Medical but the doctor said he couldn't see me because I had to pay $795 dollars monthly for them to see. I don't understand why I would pay so much, I'm 20 years old, a single mother, and a full-time student. I work too, but my income is less than $1200 monthly. Has this happened to anyone? My baby is still covered by medical but I would like to find an affordable health insurance for the two of us... does anyone know of one? thank you [:""

Car insurance for a 21 year old?

My friend has been quoted 1200 per year for car insurance and his 21. Is this alot? How can he get it cheaper and thats for an old banger!

What is the most affordable life and health ?

What is the most affordable life and health ?

What are the associated costs of adding different types of coverage to auto insurance?

What are the associated costs of adding different types of coverage to auto insurance?

How much life insurance is enough?

We are looking to get life insurance for my husband and myself. Permanent over term. Im a stay at home mom of 3 kids and we are planning to have another baby. We are currently living in Europe because my husbands job is here. We are renting but want to buy a home. We plan to move back to the US at some point, when my husband can find a secure job there and when we can save the money to be secure in an unstable economy. Basically, if my husband dies (God forbid!!) the children and I would move back to the US and need to buy a house, vehicle and either ship our belongings from Europe or furnish a new house. Plus, I havent worked in about 5 years since I have been raising my babies and I dont have a college education. I do plan to send all the kids to a public university when that day comes. I am capable of working but dont know what kind of paying job I could get with only a hs education. So how much do you think my husbands policy should be? And for myself? Whats the average cost monthly for a married couple having permanent life insurance?""

Got a speeding ticket. Will my insurance go up?

I am 28 years old. I have a clean driving record. I got a speeding ticket for 0-10 miles over. Seat belt on. Will my insurance company know I got this ticket and will they raise my rates. We have Geico. Should I take the defensive driving class and keep this ticket off my record? Or should I just pay it and go on?

""Ok i dont have car insurance but i want to rent a car for a month, is there a car insurance for this situation

so i would just like to pay for the car insurance for a month. I was wondering though do I need car insurance when i rent a car.

Insurance question? please help me i need to know what to do.?

im 16, had my license for a little over a month. i live in california. im with allstate. here's what happened: i was backing out of a diagonal parking space. i was at starbucks, mid day. no one else was in the car. i saw a car coming, i let it pass, and i backed out. turns out it didnt clear out all the way. i got the rear end of it. their dent is not too bad, the bumper is fine, its just a little bit of the metal that probably needs to be sucked back out. it is an suv. my dent however was worse. the bumper got dented, and so did some of the medal around it. the brake light has a small crack in it, but its only visible from close up, and it still works. we exchanged information, and he said he will call his insurance company tomorrow morning. will my insurance go up? how much will i need to pay to have his car fixed? whats gonna happen? please help me im freaking out. thank you soo much""

About health insurance?

i don't have a health insurance and my job doesn't provide me one i had a car accident and i owe around 3,000 dollars on my own hospital visit i didn't injure another car if i get an insurance do you think they will pay for my health debts???""

What is car insurance premium tax?

My car insurance renewal notice is comprised of the insurance itself (540.00), car hire (28.25), credit charge (48.30), and Insurance Premium Tax (34.10), giving a total of 650.65. Is the insurance premium tax some type of scam to get me to pay extra or is it a government tax, like VAT (I thought VAT would be included in the 540.00)?""

How can I apply for Insurance???

Is there a site where i can go and Apply for Insurance??? Is there another way to do it?? Thanks that would be great.

Do you need to be enrolled in school to stay covered under your parents health insurance? Affordable Care Act?

So here's the question in case you don't want to read my wall of text below (but it would be appreciated if you did to further understand my question). I was covered under my moms health insurance while in college and I was told I needed to be enrolled in school to stay covered, I dropped out a while ago and was wondering if I am still covered by law under the Affordable Care Act since I am only 19. I was covered under my mothers health insurance, she works for a private company and she said that I needed to be enrolled in school in order to stay covered by the insurance. But this was close to a year ago if I'm remembering correctly. The reason I'm worried is because I'm taking a break from college, and have had multiple doctor appointments/tests done after I left, but I never had a problem with the insurance going through. I've made myself paranoid into thinking that the company may just not know, and is assuming I'm still in school and will randomly hit me with the costs of the testings and doctor visits if they saw I was not in school, or god forbid somewhere down the road my mother or I are in a serious accident and are dropped because of this. I know this happens all the time, the insurance agencies have people hired to find abnormalities in your history in an attempt to drop you and not have to pay the bills. So would I still be covered under my mothers health insurance even though I'm not currently enrolled in school under the Affordable Care Act? Once again I am 19 also. Thank you""

Is it worth it to take a life insurance?

Is it worth it to take a life insurance?

Can i get insurance just to do a title transfer??

i just sold my truck which i took the insurance like 4 months ago since i didnt drive it, and to get the title signed and notarized so i can sell it i have to have insurance. can i get like temporary insurance just to do that? how much is it?? thanks!""

16 year old insurance on a ford torino?

i need to no the price and insurance rate on a 70's model ford torino im 16 live in oklahoma give me your estimate not a website...

First time driver and car insurance ?

I live in California and im 18 and im curious as to which of these two options is cheapest if my mom puts my on her car insurance policy so that i can legally drive her car anytime or if she can put my car on her insurance which is cheaper ? also if i drive my moms car sometimes like to the store or something and i have my license and the cars registration and insurance with me will a cop still give me a ticket becasue im not on the insurance policy or will they be cool because they just want to make sure the car has insurance ?? thanks

Name the top burial insurance companies for ages 75 and up?

who provides affordable burial insurance for sr. citizens ?

How Much does car insurance cost for 16 year old male in Alberta?

For a 2003 saturn vue, how much can i expect to be paying for car insurance?""

What medical tests should a 53-year-old man have?

I know there's tests that men should have when they're around the age of 50. My dad hasn't been to the doctor for years because he doesn't have health insurance or a job(he's living with my grandma who's 76). He's resisted going to the doctor and says I'll go once I get a job but he's not really been trying. My brothers and I are worried and some have even offered to pay for a doctor's visit but he's just said no and that he can wait. I'd like to know what tests he should have and how much they cost on average. He's been a generally healthy man, but skin cancer runs in our family and when he was around 40 he had a thing growing on his neck that was some sort of cancer. He had it removed and it hasn't come back but it there some sort of test for things like that? All three of my brothers and I are either English or History teachers and if what my dad needs is affordable we'd all like to pitch in. I know this is sort of scatterbrained- I'm in a rush, so thank you if you can answer this in advance.""

Inexspensive insurance for a first time under 21 car buyer?

I'm 18, plan on purchasing a car soon. Honestly, which car I purchase is based off my monthly insurance payment. Im young & back in November I recieved my first speeding ticket, I paid it instead of going to court.. Worst choice ever. Anyways, Does anybody know good cheap insurance for a driver like myself? Below are a list of cars that are on my list.. 1. 2004 BMW 745LI 2. 2002-2003 BMW M3 3. 2004-2005 Audi A8L 4. 2007 Jeep Wrangler (4-Door) Please help. Thanks!

https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/why-make-deduction-medical-insurance-carmen-scott"

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Underbite Surgery: My Trip to a New Look

I successfully underwent surgery to repair an underbite that I had since I was born. As you can imagine, it had been a really long process - one I had to wait for until I had been at the least 18; the jawbone continues to grow until the period, so surgery is out of the question until that process is complete. Within the nights and months leading to the surgery, I remember being nervous about it. I would compulsively do research and read web forums about the subject. However, besides the facts and statistics, all I needed was profitable story to create me excited about the whole thing; to anticipate the end of the canal, in place of seriously residence to the trip there. Having said that, here's my account - for many who are either planning for the procedure or curious about it. I was never terribly self conscious regarding the underbite; it was only visible from certain aspects and that I never had any trouble chewing or eating. However, my orthodontist explained it would not only be considered a cosmetic experience. She said that since my teeth weren't arranged and meeting the right way, there was a chance that - years down the street - they'd begin to work and wear each other down. I may also have difficulty chewing in the foreseeable future. By that time, it didn't take far more to tell me. Everything about my teeth wearing down made me nervous and I wasn’t planning to turn-down an improved smile either. It took a bit of the struggle to really have the insurance provider hop on board as they found the surgery as completely aesthetic. But luckily in the end I had been able to have everything, aside from braces, covered. I had been in braces for just two years: one before surgery and one more afterwards. The majority of the teeth were moved around beforehand so that they could fit after the top jaw was moved forward. Everything after was just finishing touches and keeping them in place. Braces weren’t as bad when I anticipated. I got used to eating along with the overall experience of them within the first two weeks. But there were two things which were somewhat of the pain inside the neck: I'd to possess some rather large caps placed on my molars for a couple days. Once my teeth were near where they would have to be, the limits were used to stop my bottom teeth from reaching the braces on top. They were never painful, just annoying. The second pain inside the neck was a pesky tooth that never grew in. This needed to show up before the surgery, and so I had an operation done in which a small sequence was attached with the tooth. The theory was to make use of the braces to draw the tooth up while the rest moved to their right positions. What we didn’t recognize, however, was the tooth had a connected root - and thus once we were looking to pull it up from the gum, it was dragging the rest of the teeth along with it. It’s type of difficult to describe, however you can see what happened inside the photos below: Surgery Time!

There are two main forms of treatments for fixing an underbite: some people will need to possess the upper jaw shifted forward, while others will have to have the top and lower altered. Luckily for me, I recently needed to have the top jaw done; I've noticed the restoration method is much easier for that procedure. It is also performed with no additional scarring, that we was pleased to hear too. For curiosity’s sake, this is a video that describes the surgery. Remember that my process only included the upper jaw. I woke up early and eager to visit the hospital. (I had to rapidly the night before) Everything was really swift: they did a short physical to be sure nothing had improved (fat, bloodpressure, etc) and that I was installed using an IV. The doctor appeared to describe exactly what would happen. Not long next, the nurse started the anesthesia and I was out inside a few short minutes. Recovery I was surprised with how quickly everything healed - inside and out. I'd say that for approximately weekly or two I experienced some achiness, which made quitting solid foods much easier - I don’t think that would have been a pleasant experience. For approximately two months I was caught eating soft foods that I can eat and swallow with minimal energy: yogurt, apple sauce, little items of bread and treats and ground beef. Once I began to require foods like fruit and foods, I got into the habit of joining them in to a mush which in fact didn’t taste that bad. Pain The level of pain was one more thing that I had been very surprised with. Aside from the achiness, I really didn't encounter any high-level of pain or discomfort. In the first couple of days, I got my pain drugs rather nicely to stay ahead of it. I'm sure that without them, I'd be hurting big style. I was given 30 Percocets, plenty more than I needed. What I would do is take 1-2 drugs every time I felt perhaps the slightest little pain or distress; about the same as the recommended dosage to the bottle. Just like a provision, I would consider yet another having a glass of milk before bed so I could sleep better. The most unpleasant part of the entire recovery process was about fourteen days following the surgery. I had to return for the hospital to have a checkup, so the doctor can see how everything was healing. While it came time to inspect the stitches, the nurse needed to extend my top lip up - along with the healing incision near my upper jaw. That hurt such as a daughter of a gun.

Swelling Not surprisingly, I experienced a bit of swelling consequently of the surgery. The odd thing is that I had been looking to view my face device up such as a fighter, however it was nearly exactly the same degree as once I had my wisdom teeth removed. I'd say the swelling peaked across the next time and started to dissipate inside the second week. Another year later, I'd my braces removed and I was finally done. I was presented two retainers: a clear someone to wear during the day and a metal one for night. I used them carefully for around 3 months. Today I will just wear the apparent one to get a time easily feel like my teeth are slightly out of place. Become familiar with more about Issaquah Bariatric Surgery

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Underbite Surgery: My Journey to your New Look

I successfully underwent surgery to correct an underbite that I'd since I was created. While you can imagine, it had been a really lengthy process - one I had to attend for till I was atleast 18; the jawbone is growing until the period, so surgery is out of the problem until that process is complete. Inside the days and days leading to the surgery, I remember being nervous about this. I would compulsively do research and examine web forums around the subject. However, aside from the details and data, all I needed was a success story to make me excited about the whole lot; to anticipate the conclusion of the canal, in place of seriously dwelling to the trip there. Having said that, here's my account - for many who are either planning for the method or interested in it. I was never terribly self conscious regarding the underbite; it was just visible from certain perspectives and that I never had any trouble chewing or eating. However, my orthodontist said it would not merely be a cosmetic ordeal. She said that because my teeth weren't arranged and achieving the right way, there is the opportunity that - years down the street - they'd start to grind and wear eachother down. I may also have a problem chewing later on. By the period, it didn't take much more to tell me. Everything about my teeth wearing down made me anxious and that I wasn’t planning to ignore an improved look often. It took somewhat of the struggle to really have the insurance provider join board as they saw the surgery as completely aesthetic. But fortunately in the long run I used to be able to obtain everything, aside from braces, covered. I had been in braces for 2 decades: one before surgery and something more afterwards. All the teeth were moved around beforehand so that they might fit when the top jaw was moved forward. Everything after was just finishing details and keeping them in position. Braces weren’t as bad when I expected. I got used to eating as well as the overall experience of these inside the first two weeks. But there have been two things that have been a little of a pain within the neck: I had to possess some rather heavy limits positioned on my molars for a few weeks. Once my teeth were close to where they needed to be, the caps were used to prevent my bottom teeth from reaching the braces on the top. They were never unpleasant, just annoying. The 2nd pain inside the neck was a annoying tooth that never grew in. This had a need to come up ahead of the surgery, so I had an operation done where a little chain was attached with the tooth. The concept was to make use of the braces to draw the tooth up as the remainder moved with their correct positions. What we didn’t know, however, was the tooth had a hooked root - meaning that as we were wanting to take it up out from the gum, it was taking the others of tooth along with it. It’s form of hard to identify, however, you can see what happened inside the photos below: Surgery Time!

There are two main varieties of techniques for solving an underbite: many people will need to have the upper jaw shifted forward, while others should have both the upper and lower altered. Luckily for me, I recently needed to really have the top jaw performed; I have noticed the recovery process is much easier for that treatment. It is also accomplished without the additional scarring, which I was very happy to hear too. For curiosity’s welfare, here is a video that explains the surgery. Keep in mind that my technique just involved the upper jaw. I woke up early and hungry to head to the hospital. (I had to quickly the evening before) Everything was very quick: they did a short physical to be sure nothing had improved (weight, blood pressure, etc) and that I was connected with the IV. The physician appeared to explain exactly what would happen. Not long after that, the nurse started the anesthesia and I had been out inside a few short minutes. Recovery I had been surprised with how quickly everything recovered - inside and out. I'd say that for around per week or two I experienced some achiness, which produced quitting solid foods much simpler - I don’t think that will be a pleasant experience. For about two months I was caught eating soft foods that I could eat and swallow with minimal work: yogurt, apple sauce, tiny bits of bread and treats and ground beef. Once I started to crave foods like fruit and foods, I found myself in the habit of blending them into a mush which in fact didn’t style that bad. Pain The amount of pain was yet another thing that I had been very surprised with. Apart from the achiness, I truly did not experience any higher level of pain or discomfort. In the first couple of days, I got my pain drugs instead generously to keep ahead of it. I'm sure without them, I'd be hurting bigtime. I was given 30 Percocets, plenty more than I needed. What I'd do is take 1-2 pills everytime I thought even the slightest little pain or discomfort; about the same as the recommended dosage on the package. Just like a provision, I would take an additional having a glass of milk before sleep so I can sleep better. One of the most painful part of the overall recovery procedure was about fourteen days after the surgery. I had to return to the clinic to really have a checkup, so the doctor can easily see how everything was healing. When it came time to check the stitches, the nurse had to expand my top top up - combined with healing incision near my upper jaw. That hurt like a daughter of the gun.

Swelling As expected, I experienced a little of swelling consequently of the surgery. The unusual thing is that I was hoping to view my face balloon up such as a boxer, however it was nearly the exact same degree as after I had my wisdom teeth removed. I would say the swelling peaked across the third day and begun to dissolve within the second week. Another year later, I had my braces removed and that I was finally done. I had been given two retainers: an obvious anyone to use during the day along with a metal one for night. I used them carefully for about three months. Today I will just wear the obvious one to get a time basically feel like my teeth are slightly out of place. Get acquainted with more about Issaquah Bariatric Surgery

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Well - That’s One Way To Come Out At Work...

That was surprising. At work, as I've been vehemently talking about on twitter, there's been a lot of homophobic slurs being thrown around. Just as importantly, it was communicated to me that I basically needed to step up or I'd be fired. That I was “making excuses” for not doubling my output and occasionally coming in later (sometimes too late) in the day.  This is when I've done nothing but excel at this job. In fact I've been given additional responsibility and praised by those who are hardest to please! I’ve pushed through illness after illness the past 6 months. Fought through infections so painful I could feel them through the haze caused by an entire bottle of whiskey. I’ve been here in the middle of the night vibrating because my cold is that bad. I’ve gotten SURGERY because I realized a condition was affecting my work - prioritizing that over other procedures I need done because I believe in fulfilling my commitments. Period. Whatever it takes. Be they professional, personal, or in support of my loved ones. And now my dedication, competency, and integrity are being questioned and I’m being threatened on top of all the bigotry? Those are NOT things you question about me. I’m not perfect and I fuck up but those base values are what makes me, me. Hell, my motto is Honour, Courage, Integrity!

It had gotten to the point that I've been very close to exploding, quitting, calling them the bigots they were, and storming out. I nearly did so this week after one boss was subtly (though I believe ignorantly) racist and the other was using gay slurs within half an hour.

After calming myself down, my plan was to consult with some friends this week, calm down further, get some sleep, and be professional. To put in my 2 weeks, tell them why, and use the last pitiful paycheck to put myself in a position to make money by other means.

Now, as I continued to calm down, I realized that immediately pulling the trigger on quitting was an immature way to handle the situation. As much as I wanted to, the enlightened thing to do would be to open a dialogue with my bosses and trying to resolve the situation rather than treat them as hostile. Despite the evidence, there may be more going on that I’m unaware of and they may be receptive to what I have to say. What can I say? I’m a Trekkie who grew up in the TNG era. Exhaust all opportunities for discussion before taking any action that could be taken as hostile. It may sound silly, but that show was very formative for me and the principles I learned from it have helped me well in life. #IAmStarfleet

But, after FINALLY getting some sleep last night and with one of the bosses gone on a business trip, something felt right about doing this today. I’d had some sleep so I knew my emotional control would be there and I wasn’t going to act unprofessionally. The boss had just come back from a “liquid lunch” so he was relaxed but not drunk. Having come out the day before to my straight-ally coworker had heartened me. And I was not so overloaded that I couldn’t take some time and write the 3-4 pages of talking points I needed to write before hand to keep me on track if I got flustered. So, I positioned myself so that my boss couldn’t avoid me (not that he was trying - just so he knew I needed to talk to him) and asked for a half hour one on one before he left. He agreed. It was no big issue.

Now, I’ve dealt with similar situations before. When I worked political campaigns, I was not only in a much more demanding and labor intensive positions (20+ hour days for months with no ability to take weekends off) but that boss was a total, self absorbed, jackass that continued tearing me down despite all I was doing. Nothing was good enough. So I called him and demanded a meeting. He asked when I could come in. I demanded he come to me (I was an hour and a half away). I sat him down and did then what I did today. I explained the situation and told him why there was an issue. At the next team meeting he promised to do better and afterwards gave me a big hug and thanked me. He didn’t change and was eventually replaced, but the point is that I knew that this is something I could do. But that doesn’t make it less scary. Especially since this involved something so personal that I’ve had so many issues dealing with over my life. Especially since I’ve only in the past few weeks felt comfortable enough with my sexuality to begin to talk about it with straights who are my long term friends. It surprised the heck out of me when I came out to my co-worker yesterday. #Scary.

I also had several people cautioning me not to do this. My mother was the most adamant. But also a friend who was concerned that this place was so hostile that I might just face further discrimination. For insight into my mindset, and really, just who I am, I want to quote an excerpt from my response to that.

“The bigotry, lack of respect, and lack of compensation is whats bugging me. If this convo fixes that...  Long hours I'm meh about and I enjoy the work. And that’s not judging others. That’s just who I am. I'm the guy who has the guts to face things head on. Stare the darkness in the face and dare it to extinguish my light. If I lose that, I lose everything. I cant have that with every other aspect of my life and not this now that I've accepted it.”

And for those who are going to criticize me and say that my lack of self acceptance of my sexual identity disproves that statement let me point a couple things out. 1) Bandwidth. Without going into too much detail, my life, especially the past 10 years, has been ROUGH. It’s hard to do things like process your sexuality issues when you’re doing things like working 16 hour days while a tooth rots in your head because you can’t afford to get the root canal you need because all you’re money’s going into making the choice between food and bills. Or when everyone around you, with the exception of your mother, does not seems to be but is actually dying or abandoning you. 2) Lack of community. I’m just a man and I have my limits - sometimes I need help. By reaching out for that help, I’m proving my statements about myself true. I haven’t had anyone I could turn to and ask, “what was it like for you?”. No-one to relate to. No-one to tell me that there’s nothing wrong with me. I didn’t even have support outside the queer community - much less in it. Every time I reached out the past 5 or 6 years to try to get that support, I was shut down in some way. I community members shrug and be dismissive, not understand the traumas involved with growing up Catholic and in a homophobic setting. I had people point to some reading material, pat me on the head, and send me on my merry - not truly understanding the damage 25+ years of internalized homophobia can cause. I had one gal talk about bi-erasure in one breath, insist I’m straight in the other, declare how lesbians are superior to all others, and then try to get my to apologize for being a cishet man. Which, growing up primarily raised by women, having strong memories of sitting around the table as they talk about how horrible men are, and wondering how much I should hate myself for my gender did NOT go over well. But I digress.

So the time for the meeting came and I told my boss everything. I told him that he needed to quit the gay slurs. That I was bi. That I had met and was falling for the most amazing guy which had inspired me to make another attempt at confronting these issues. That the past couple months have been awesome and positive but extremely intense. That there’s been many times where I’ve held it together and then just stared into my monitor for hours unable to do anything but have tears in my eyes. That I’ve been on my laptop so much because I’m getting (and giving) support. That I’m afraid that some of my friends may end themselves and not be there tomorrow. Of all the illness I’ve been pushing through. And how, through it all, I still got the job DONE.

And the response was shocking. He was completely taken aback. He asked, “what slurs?” I gave him an example and he asked if I was gay. I told him bi and he laughed and exclaimed how insensitive he’s been and immediately apologized. He lit up and exclaimed how awesome it was when I said I was falling for (again) the most amazing man (hard). He said how he has no issues with queer folk and told me of his gay friend with a similar background to me. He told me how, when he grew up, they used those terms all the time to effectively mean asshole but had no clue what they meant and that they had just become reflex - but that was no excuse. That I was valued and appreciated.

And then, no joke, he asked me what I needed on my projects and the entire thing became, among other things a pitch session and him putting many of his resources at my disposal.

Also, it turns out that the “firing” thing was because the other boss was freaking out about how a couple of business partners who were funding my salary simply didn’t like having to pay me and, for that reason alone which nothing to do with me, were looking for any excuse to “cut costs.” From my own deductions, I now realize that it’s mostly that I haven’t been putting up enough of a “show” of working on the rare occasion they’ve been around which is probably making it harder for that boss to defend me. Also, I’m 90% sure this is that guy’s first time managing someone and I know for a fact that this is his first time working in this industry and dealing with certain types of personalities - like said business partners. These are things that I have decades of experience with in one for or another so, now that I know that I know what his issues largely are, I plan on having a similar talk with him and advise/support him. I’ve been in that position before and watched it blow up in my face. Honestly, he’s fucking lucky it’s me and not someone else - they would have stormed out. I know. I’ve been the one stormed out on.

I think there might be a couple of translation-to-this-industry issues as well so I’ll talk to him about that too. And, apparently, the boss I talked to has had to pull that boss aside a few times recently.

So, yeah. That was probably the best coming-out-at-work experience I could have had. We’ll see if the boss I spoke to lives up to his promises but, as of now, things are looking up. I’m so glad that I haven’t been too traumatized in life that I can still hope. Maybe I’m just too stubborn an asshole to let it go. But it’s that hope that led me to try the diplomatic path. That allowed me to adhere to my values and belief that dialogue and understanding can solve nearly all situations so long as both sides listen.

And yes, those are Starfleet values. And if that’s too corny for you I have 2 things to say. 1) Read the above book-of-a-blog again and tell me how I’m wrong when EVERYONE else (except Mom) was telling me that the only solution was to quit in a righteous rage. 2) Fuck off you ignorant, pessimistic, little shit. #IAmStarfleet #FirstDutyToTheTruth #TrekTillIDie

I may still leave here soon for various other reasons, but now, rather than making enemies here I’ll leave with (assuming words meet deeds - which evidence so far here as indicated) A) the use of these facilities for my own projects, B) plenty of time to prepare, and C) A financial cushion to aid in the transition.

Thanks to Danni, Alex, and Kaeden who’s support and affections have been crucial in helping me get to the point where I’m secure enough in my identity that I can tackle issues like this. Thank you for being my community.